So often I hear people say that negativity is a waste of energy and that you should just be happy and enjoy life. I tried to accept that but I’ve realized thats a waste of time. I know better now. The fact that black metal exists has made me realize that its not unnatural to have a general distaste for the population at large. Its a channel for negativity and hate. These things are a part of who we are. Or at least a part of me. I don’t really give a shit whats in you. And I don’t have to be your friend because you like the same band. I don’t go to these black metal shows to party and have a good time, like a few of these douche faggots do, it isn’t Ozzfest after all. If you want to party, go to a thrash show and have a great time. Theres a time and a place.
I don’t want to impress anybody with my knowledge of underground bands to show everyone how kvlt I am. Im content to stand by myself and hear the music. If I happen to run across a like minded individual thats great but Im not your friend because we like the same band and we’re sure as fuck not ‘brothers in arms’ because we’re at a metal show. And I’ll die before I interlock finger horns with someone.
I don’t know what Im ranting about. Im coming off the high of seeing Horna perform a perfect example of everything I love about black metal and filled with free beer.
I guess my point is that Black Metal is a channel for negativity and hate. Don’t confuse that with angry-at-the-world hardcore. Its something more primal.
Alright then. Go kill yourself now. Asshole.
